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Lets talk about Curves!
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So I'm searching through curvy women, and apparently being "curvy" also means being somewhat heavy set. I personally don't think one has to be heavy set to be curvy. Also "I like curvy woman" does not exactly mean that "I find fatness attractive". In my opinion curvy is T&A with a nice waist line.That's my opinion. It may not be similar to yours; but a debate on the subject isn't what I'm looking for. Anyway- I have some extra on me but I don't consider myself fat and I'm losing weight. (Never thought I wasn't pretty though. Figured shedding a few pounds would be good for myself.) My body figure is curvy and I have no fear of losing that curvy-ness once I lose more weight. So I don't think it's really what size jeans you wear that considers if your curvy or not. It's all based on body structure/figure- not how much baggage you got on you. Genetics.
And as for those of you who have thinner genetics, you guys are loved too because everyone has different tastes and opinions. The important thing is to love you who are- outside and in- and stay healthy.
I'm writing this in a journal because I want to get it off my chest about all the nonsense I have to endure while reading comments and it's not really towards anybody.
Have a nice day~
P.S.
I'm so glad school is over with and I can't wait for Christmas!
And as for those of you who have thinner genetics, you guys are loved too because everyone has different tastes and opinions. The important thing is to love you who are- outside and in- and stay healthy.
I'm writing this in a journal because I want to get it off my chest about all the nonsense I have to endure while reading comments and it's not really towards anybody.
Have a nice day~
P.S.
I'm so glad school is over with and I can't wait for Christmas!
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Damn.
2 min read
>.>
Don't talk to me about meeting anyone. It's not going to happen. Don't ruin the pleasures I have before they run out.
Living a lie is not what was intended but it seemed the most plausible for several reasons.
Nothing is as it seems. Protecting myself because of cowardice and so I would not have to deal with stupid shit every time I turned around because nothing goes in anyone's, especially my, favor.
If only you knew what I'm going through would you really understand how strong I am. But you will never know. I hope it won't come to that until I Am Ready to move on. Here I am, stuck again playing this card game. I put up with it so I won't have to deal with overloaded bullshit. Why would I tell you and only make matters worse? I'm just trying to make things better in a sour situation.
Bittersweet goodies really bite.
Damn. Where did I go wrong? The decisions I made, of course.
Yeah, I'm probably making myself look real stupid and "embarrassing" right now to you and myself. But I kind of regret nothing.
Just feeding my addiction.
Without being totally nasty about it.
Everyone makes mistakes. This is my mistake and I'm living through it. I'm trying to make the best out of it. How can you get mad at me for that? I go back and forth with my beliefs and how I feel about God, but if He's watching out for me, I have a feeling He has something good in store for me and all of this will eventually be in the past and all of this crap I'm going through will be worth it because it will all turn out OK in the end.
I worry about the now, but I greatly look forward to a farther and more meaningful future.
I don't like talking about it- you know this. I blame it on being a Scorpio- it's in their blood to be secretive. I don't want any "seeing" or "bonds" developing with the others because there is no reason too. There is no future there.
So don't talk to me about meeting anyone.
Don't talk to me about meeting anyone. It's not going to happen. Don't ruin the pleasures I have before they run out.
Living a lie is not what was intended but it seemed the most plausible for several reasons.
Nothing is as it seems. Protecting myself because of cowardice and so I would not have to deal with stupid shit every time I turned around because nothing goes in anyone's, especially my, favor.
If only you knew what I'm going through would you really understand how strong I am. But you will never know. I hope it won't come to that until I Am Ready to move on. Here I am, stuck again playing this card game. I put up with it so I won't have to deal with overloaded bullshit. Why would I tell you and only make matters worse? I'm just trying to make things better in a sour situation.
Bittersweet goodies really bite.
Damn. Where did I go wrong? The decisions I made, of course.
Yeah, I'm probably making myself look real stupid and "embarrassing" right now to you and myself. But I kind of regret nothing.
Just feeding my addiction.
Without being totally nasty about it.
Everyone makes mistakes. This is my mistake and I'm living through it. I'm trying to make the best out of it. How can you get mad at me for that? I go back and forth with my beliefs and how I feel about God, but if He's watching out for me, I have a feeling He has something good in store for me and all of this will eventually be in the past and all of this crap I'm going through will be worth it because it will all turn out OK in the end.
I worry about the now, but I greatly look forward to a farther and more meaningful future.
I don't like talking about it- you know this. I blame it on being a Scorpio- it's in their blood to be secretive. I don't want any "seeing" or "bonds" developing with the others because there is no reason too. There is no future there.
So don't talk to me about meeting anyone.
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-_-
1 min read
It's amazing what you find when you keep up with things.
It possibly could be my fault but either way it's fucking bothersome.
Really? You would do something like that possibly because of me.
A stalker. What? No. Indeed.
It could be all in my head. I could be going -be- crazy. A typical woman.
Though, and despite the possibility, actions can be predictable.
I assume these actions have been acted upon. Though I can't state things I don't know by true fact. But I know you.
I write this because I want to talk about it but I know things I shouldn't. I need to get it off my chest.
Or maybe it's all a glitch- but I have my doubts there too.
My taste needs to change.
I got to get my shit together and get out.
Maybe then things will get better and I don't have to worry about caring anymore.
Fuck
It possibly could be my fault but either way it's fucking bothersome.
Really? You would do something like that possibly because of me.
A stalker. What? No. Indeed.
It could be all in my head. I could be going -be- crazy. A typical woman.
Though, and despite the possibility, actions can be predictable.
I assume these actions have been acted upon. Though I can't state things I don't know by true fact. But I know you.
I write this because I want to talk about it but I know things I shouldn't. I need to get it off my chest.
Or maybe it's all a glitch- but I have my doubts there too.
My taste needs to change.
I got to get my shit together and get out.
Maybe then things will get better and I don't have to worry about caring anymore.
Fuck
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I really want Pumpkin Pie
1 min read
Say Hello to my friend, Starscream
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I know I should seriously post an update about my life... BUT.... sdkfsdkfbjsdknnopeslkdjfbsdkjfb.
.... Maybe one day in the future....
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